I Mean It..

Its not that I dnt trust u.. Its just that I don't trust others!
Its not that I don't like you talking to others.. Its just want u to talk to me!
Its not that I don't like you making new friends.. Its just that I don't want anymore enemies!
Its not that you'll do something wrong.. Its just that others are not as good as you!
Its not that I can't live without you.. Its just that, I wanna live with you..

feelings. duh.

I am yours and you, mine...

 The wind rushes by yet the sun is steep,
We get so close, the feelings are deep.

You touch my hand, the current flows
I wonder what's next and you pull me close.

You play with letters, i watch your hair
The messy-ness in which you flair

The shutter is up, the stereo is on.
Love flows around, you catch it all.

I stare at you with so much awe.
With love there isn't really any flaw

I whisper quietly ; I love you
N i'm just meant to be with you.

That day.. This day..

That was the day I first saw you. Open hair, cute face, sweet smile and everything fine.

As you walked by, people looked at you. I, admired you.

While everyone spoke about you, I heard them talk and picked out only the positive point and kept them near my heart, always.

As you spoke, people struggled to understand, but me, struggled to hear your voice.

I remember the first time you saw me. Aww. How can I forget that.. Butterflies disturbed me a lot!

I remember out first chat on fb. As soon as you sent 'hi' I jumped around in happiness! (This was a secret)

I remember the first time I talked to you. It felt like some organ stopped responding. And later, I found it was my heart.

I remember how you gave me your number on asking once. Many others failed in that!

I remember the first time you texted me. I felt like "yippee"

I remember how we chatted for days and nights just asking anything and everything.

I remember how I didn't eat for long on hearing that you didn't feel like eating..

I remember the day you replied 'I love you' for 'I don't hate you'. I actually fainted on reading that! When I woke up, there were 4 of your texts awaiting reply!

I remember the day I met you somewhere out. It wasnt for long, yet, it was long enough...

Finally I remember the day I proposed you...
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And now you want me to forget that!?
No! Not possible. At least not with me..!

Tech is parting us?

In this modern world as that of ours, people are not as far as google maps or the atlas tells. We are all coonected with the most common but yet the most powerful gadgets and technology. iPhone, iPads, Tabs, etc, are things which almost all of us own.

Even a normal street beggar begs with a hand and talks over 3G to his other family members, who do the same 'job' at the other corner of the street, asking how much they have earned! :-P
But, even while having so many gadgets and technology on our fingertips, do we have time to experience the true love with our family members or the other loved ones? Do you think they can talk over "3G" for as long as they would have talked when they were separated for some days or weeks or even months? Do you think they really talk something or is it just a formality to be completed?
Think Think.. THIS IS 21st century! O:)

O Girl!

Each moment feels like an year,
Each second feels another,
What have you done to me, O girl!
Why can't I just stop to bother!?


All I want is to hear you again,
that is enough to heal my pain.
Give me a glance of yourself, O girl!
You are mine and only my pearl.

Thinking of you my day passed by,
You are the one for whom I can die.
Trust me always, always O girl!
Coz you're mine, making my heart twirl!



This is just a few lines describing my love for you. Please. Never leave me alone. I ll have no other alternative than..... :-)

That someone...

Hmm.. I am not so much sure about blogging since I have started it just because I was inspired by someone. Someone who is really a great blogger. That someone who keeps adding posts per posts which are just amazing!

That person usually talks about being happy. But unfortunately she is the one who is making me sad. I don't really think it was my mistake at all. It's just that I tried to help that person. The same person even tells not to get upset or take small things seriously. But once again it is the same person who is taking the smallest of the 'things' fervently.

I just wanna tell that it's almost everything the person does or shows in their online activities is related to their real life.

Mrinal